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BaBy Going Away
Friday, May 29, 2009
You Will Definitely Be Missed My Love
With you going away for 2-3 weeks, I'm already starting to mish you..I promise you my love..no nonsense from me when you're away..i promise to keep myself busy while you're gone..Enjoy urself in Taipei honey..Keep in touch with me & ma...Going through tough training, just bare in mind to come home safely n that me & ma will be here..every step of the way..we will pray for ur safety dear..Insyallah..God will watch over you..
Just came back from sending baby to the airport with Ma (His Mum)..Went to eat Popeyes..We headed hm around 2330hrs as he's flight was around 0140hrs...Let him have his time with frenz..I cant believe i'm crying while typing this entry..its so hard when ur so close to a particular...to let them go for 2 weeks is like stabbing you in the back slowly for 14-21 dayz..call me lame, but i'm too close to him that i get too emotional easily..Hugs were exchange for one last time..it was a warm one..yet i still hiold back my tears..i dunno its still hard..Gosh..I'm crying right now just typing...i cant help it..I'm really gonna mish you baby..
I'm sorry...i'm too emotional to blog..
ILY Dearie Very2 Much
Serenity & Eternity
*Sha_Mas 1327*
21 @ The Stroke Of Midnight
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Happy 21ST Birthday To Me
21 a great age?
Today officially marks 21 for me..Spending the day just slacking outside with baby. He's going to taiwan tomorrow..yes..i know its very irritating!!..he's beside me right now bugging me while blogging!!..hehe..just k-po-in what i'm typing..haha..
Anyway an update about my party..it was a blast!!!...everyone i invited came except for...ehem...baby!!!..he was too shy to come even though my parents knew him..anyway lizzie came!!!..she came with her fiance Fadly..OMG...he's getting shorter i think..ahaha!!..Dan, Ina & Jeffrey came as well..& finally my DHL colleagues came!!!..thank you so much for coming all of you..for those who did not turn up..i understand if you have errands to run..After the party, Dan, Ina, Jeff & myself went out for a drive..Went to meet baby outside Zouk..There was an event going on i think.."oh...gi zouk boleh, gi birthday party takle eh??"...hehe..tapi takpe..anyway juz met him for awhile then went straight to East Coast to eat Mac...Yes..i know..alot of food but we
still went out to eat...Dan was super duper hungry la!!!..ni la..perut2 tank!!!..haha..
Anyway i better blog out before baby bug me out!!!
Enjoy the Pictures!!!
No More
Friday, May 22, 2009
Relationship
Define relationship. Anyone??
I better watch what i say already..i dun want another misunderstanding..Penat gaduh2..seriously..its fucking tiring...i hate arguing with you over such a small matter..i penat syg..i penat syg..adui..pening pale i..pening skali...
"U'll watch over me , I'll watch over you & God will watch over us"
Remember dearie, i'll always have ur back. No matter what happen..I was just trying to be a good gf...serious..that's all..Eternity & Serenity..remember??...i understand this is part & parcel of being in a relationship..but sometimes i get to posessive of u..& i'll always admit that..U dunno how much i'm afraid of losing you..I admit..i was scared to be in this relationship with u again when we kissed & make up for the 2nd time..I didnt show it to u cos i know where it could lead..i'm not prepared to make the first mistake again..& that is to leave you with unanswered questions..remember what happen to us the first time 4 years back..i dun want to lose u again for the 2nd time..we've gone through so much & we've made it this far..there's more to come syg..We'll always work things out..i know ur still upset....you always put a smile upon ur face everytime we meet..but deep down i know ur upset bout what happen..no matter how much i apologise, it will never be easy on you..i know its me all along for you...
Attention
thats all I want from u love..
I LOVE YOU VERY2 MUCH SYG
*Sha_Mas 1327*
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Again Again & Again
Running away for a week..hmm..maybe its a good idea..i dun mind tat kinda thought..I've been quiet recently..alot of things in my head & alot of things to settle...Being sick & sick & sick is not a great feeling..
Cant wait for my party this saturday..haha..celebrating my birthday in advance...Family, Friends, Colleagues, Childhood friends...OMG!!!..I cant wait...its gonna be a long entry..haha!!!..i'm not gonna blog about what happen last week..dun want to cry..looking ahead..anyway these are the ppl i'm looking foward to meet
CHILDHOOD FRIENDS: DAN, MARINA, HAIQAL, FARAH, JEFFRI & DANIAL
Its been too long since we've seen each other...we've got alot to catch up..I MISH YOU GUYZ TOO MUCH ALREADY..I've known dan, marina, haiqal & farah for more than 19 years..We've grown up together..Going to holidays together...Our parents have been friends since their secondary schools days..hehe!!!..so now its pass on to their children which is us!!!..haha...I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!!..Jeffri & Danial..hehe...you guyz are two siblings i will never2 forget..u guyz rock..6 years of friendship..Man!!!..u guyz are definitely in the group already...haha..
ANGELS : Jas & Dina
I'm hoping to see you guyz there...we also have a lot of catching up to do..i havent seen you guyz for so long..& i mish hanging out with you guyz..Everybody is busy with work & school..
2nd Angel: LIZZIE
Babe, knowing that ur coming...i know i'm gonna give you lots of hugs & kishes!!!..I mished working with you dearie...its been two years since i've last seen you..
Sistas: Sue, Izie, Sha, Yan, illie
Oh Man..i'n not even gonna start with you guyz...haha!!...i'll see you guyz there...ahaha!!!
Seriously, i dunno whether baby is coming or not..i dunno whether he will be on duty or not..oh well..we'll juz see then...
*Sha_Mas 1327*
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
You Got To Be Kiddin
Seriously...u wanna talk bout it now??.. here??..why here baby??..we have all the time in the world to talk bout it when we're on the phone..that last 2 entry was bout her i admit..but the last entry was bout you..you never give me a chance to explain myself..what is up with u??..that last entry was never bout her..that entry was bout you..about you..why can't you understand?
Grudges or no grudges...come on..that is something i cant lie bout to you rite..its how i feel b..why wont you understand that bout me??..you jage hati pompuan leh jadi giler??..omg...that's for sure b..i ni pompuan..pompuan yg tergiler2 kan u b..i yg jage hati you b..despite everything, why wont you understand..Kan i ckp "ITS JUST TO LET OUT MY FRUSTRATION"...cos u know i can't get mad @ you when i'm around you..yes i scream @ you on the phone..but thats it..no more..da start alik with your rough tone with me..dont u even see the date when i blogged about her??..B, the night before, we just talk bout it..dont jus spam like that...talking bout covering ass..yes when i'm in deep shit, i look for you...but most of the problems i face, its without you...i handles it alone..wanna talk bout covering ass..oh please..you been there & you done that alone...without me...same goes to me...Let's put it my fault for all this fucking nonsense..she doesn't have to face you..i do..i suck it all up..If she's covering her ass..that's her problem..i'm facing you for the pass years...goodness..look at where this is going...we pull through rite??..damn it...call me childish...say whatever you want..I'm always here for you..Please eh....
Will end this conversation now b..no more..
*Sha_Mas 1327*