KiNkY cHoMeL

HeLLo2!!

2010-02-26T22:53:00.003+08:00

its been a while since i've wrote my blog...i guess not many ppl would really read it anyway..it is save for me to pour out my feelings from here..

Things has been very intense, a roller coaster ride, a pinch of salt & many more..taking each day one step at a time...i'm being who i am but still ppl cant see...especially the ones i love...I wish i could tell her that we were once close but even when the tough times comes...OMG our bickering is endless!!..i think we would curse each other...i wish i could tell you how much i love you everyday but those words can't fully come out from my mouth..and when we quarrel, its like the whole world does revolves around us...all diz years i've been keeping to myself and not letting it out, it serves me very right to feel how i feel now...i know we were never be the same again..Only the one who's close to me would know who i'm referring to...

Baby,

i know things have not really turn out the way we planned...but please believe in what we have..we have build this relationship for far too long...A little bit really go a long way..Your mine and i'm truly urs...U helpme discover back who i am again...and i know that u will always someone i always wished you would be and seriously ur flawless when it comes to us...Although u could be a pain in the ass at time but truly worth it arguing with you...it really made us stronger...and no words can really express how much i really do love u...

Dee & Fai,

Thank you so much for being there for me and mas when we're at our lowest...u guyz rock..and it is never too late to say that this friendship was all worth while..Dee ur the best...An babe i love you..no doubt bout that...we think alike & our bf rocks k!!!...satruday wil never be the same again..now me & mas have atleast a couple to hang out with o that our saturdays wont be that lonely..hehehe!!!...ur the best babe!!..And fai...bff always..i help u, u help me k..hahah!!...Am very glad we get a chance to be frenz...thanks to mas....

New Frenz & Its Treasured As Ever

*ShaMas 1327*

Longer Than Usual

2009-07-25T11:05:00.002+08:00

Now i know why my blog is really empty..haha!!..i got so much things to blog about till i go blank when i come to the post page...hehe..

Like i said i got pictures to upload but in the end..i'm juz so lazy..hahaha...a few FAQs to take note..

1) How am i?

I'm fine..doing very well actually..maintaining my life as usual..but busy as hell at work..hahaha

2) What have i been up to lately?

Lets see now...i've been busy with work..work..work..i'm planning my trip with my boys(my cousins) this coming weekend which is on the 01/08/2009. I'm giving them a treat to spent a night with me @ Batam jus for a weekend getaway. It actually Boy & Faiz birthday gift..I'm so looking forward to it..I brought along my 15 year old Yusry also..haha..better tagged him along..haha..I've asked mum to book for me the hotel & tour package as well..not bad actually..i paid $480 for 4 persons...haha!!..not bad right!!..I wanted baby to tag along but he very the lazy (although i know that's not the reason)...anyway looking forward to the trip..i makesure i dun sleep as well..hahaha!!!..

Today, mum & dad decided to paint the house before hari raya...yeah!!!!..n its not even puase yet!!!..haha..anyway..Dad has ask boy to come help to paint the house. I'm stuck at work!!..till 1300hrs!!..damn it!!..we're going to paint it in apple green(if i'm not wrong)..so i cant have plans with baby at all..so i think he'll juz stay hm or even play soccer..

Speaking of which, he actually bought a pair of soccer boots(lotto brand)..@ ebay!!!!..hahaha..i think the boots only cost him like $10/=..no shipping cost at all..haha..he made appointment with the shipper @ 1800hrs to take the boots..I think the colour is bright red!!..(fierce kan??!!)..hehe..Oh ya..after such a long time of pastering him that i want to watch him play soccer, i finally did!!!..i finally get to see him play soccer!!!..so happy!!..My Canavaro!!!..hehehe..eh baby??..hehe..i love watching him play..my eyes were on him all the time!!..I LOVE MY BOIFEY!!!..

He's been sick the whole week i guess..Temperature range out up to 38.2...He was weak & very quiet..Yesterday met him also, very & extremely quiet...He picked me up from work then sent me straight hm..he didnt talk much on the way hm..guess he was tired la..but still..he made an effort to pick me up & sent me hm..very very very sweet of you hunz..

anyway takecare peepz...

Intuition

Salvage By My Temptation

*Sha_Mas 1327*

Updates Updates & More Updates

2009-07-01T15:30:00.002+08:00

*Missing*

Its been too long since i've blogged..So freaking busy that i dunno which date to start..haha..Well..the Kuching trip was ok...quite fun...but food was a bit diffucult for me..i dun really find the food that wow..(sorry eh)..Anyway i juz realise i cant relly go on holiday with a peaceful mind..."ade je yg tak kena tau.."..all thanks to..ya u guessed it...Baby...he's always on to something no good while i'm away..or worst make me worried for..shit..i can name a few holidays he made me worried but i'm not gonna say..he'll screw me..ahahaha!!..anyway...he was in an "accident" while i was away..a car nearly bang on him..thank god for that...his left hand was injured..calling me in the middle of the night with his sad voice...i nearly shouted at him..but again knowing him, he laughed!!!..it was frustrating..and...the story goes on when i came hm...*if u know what i mean*..kena screw from me!!!..

i think alot has happen this pass few weeks..its juz that i have no time to really update...till i forgot also what are the events that happen....!!!!...haha...anyway latest is..went to watch transfomers with baby..we bump into his secondary school mate & my primary school mate also (huda)..(our schoolmates also la)..I love the movie!!!..this is why i go movies with friends..cos baby really dun like movies at all..for him its a waste of time & money!!!..ahhaha!!..dun worry i still love you..

*Will upload pictures very soon..*

*Destination Unknown*

*Hunz*

*Sha_Mas 1327*

Home Sweet Home My Love

2009-06-16T12:33:00.005+08:00

He's home!!!...He's home!!!...He's Home!!!...

Well actually he was hm like 4 days back..so happy!!!..aahahaha!!!...On friday we picked him up at the airport. I went together with his brother & mum..hehe..we met up with his dad later on..From the look of his face, can really see he was shagged..he didnt talk much at the airport..we exchange smiles only..i cant blame him..Went to simpang bedok to eat..(i think he is craving for home cook food..hehe)...then we started talking..took him awhile to warm up..i reached hm around 2am...i was shagged also..thank you for the bag honey..it was very nice of you dear...syg jugak kat i ehk..ahaha!!

Went to watch a movie with biy on saturday @ PS..i forgot what i watch..ahaha..i forgot the title..hehe..Just me & him..After the movie i went straight hm..got that rite..went straight hm...Around 10 plus, mum decided to go to mustapha to shop...but when we got there, the place was hectic!!!!..no place to park the car & ppl there are crazy for good bargains!!!..in the end, we were so fed up..we went to airport to have supper at Swensens..hmm..yummy...hehe!!!..Irritating brother of mine always have his ways of being the centre of attention..hate it..cos he learn that attitude of his from me!!!..ahaha!!!..so mum will be saying like" don't blame him, he's learning from u!!!"..WTH!!!..he's only 5 & thanks eh adeq...i still love you though...In the mean time, boifey went to City hall to chill out with his frenz & adeq...mane lagi kan..takpe..aru alik dari taiwan..kasih dia enjoy abiz2..eh..baby!!???.

Anyway i'm a day away before my trip to kuching..woo hoo!!!..so so happy..happy giler!!!...takpe la b, u aru alik dari taiwan...my turn lak k..hehe...anyway update the blog when i get hm.. will upload photos as well..

Always creating better things

Happy

*Sha_Mas 1327*

Saturday Nite: A Series Of Unfortunate Events

2009-06-08T14:45:00.005+08:00

6th June 2009, Saturday

A series of unfortunate events did happen on this particular date & day...Its a night to remember...But the good thing was, it was all freaking funny...

My DHL Colleagues planned to watch Terminator Salvation. Movie starts at 2130hrs. The unffortunate events started from 1900hrs onwards actually.

Ppl Involved: Azhari, Nick, Wan, Gerrard, Kenneth, Marcus, Sherry, Jess & Myself

Extra Person: LEON CHIA PI KAI

1st Scenario:

Well, here goes...I was suppose to meet Nick & Sheery @ Starbucks around 7 plus i think..We waited for Wan & Jess to pick us up from Eastpoint...Wan was late..haha!!!..We decided to go for dinner @ Mas Ayu..I think its a siglap..Hehe...So everybody ordered their food..Eventually, mine came last...unfortunate right..by the time my food arrived, Jess & Wan was done..followed by Nick & Sherry...i think the time was already 2020hrs...when my food arrived...i have less than 15 minutes to finish my food so that we ill get there in time..By the way we watched the movie @ Cineleisure Cathay Orchard...(Bare this in mind, its Cineleisure @ orchard..i'll tell u y later)..back to me...Everyone ordered Various kind of Fried Rice...& No joke..all spicy ones ok!!!!...Sherry ate Fried Noodles (Not spicy one..hehe!!)..she cant take spicy..I ordered Mee Bandung....Very2 spicy with chili padi some more..hehe!!!..Wan was jokingly saying "You see my watch, u have before 2045hrs to finish the food"..haha!!!.."...yeah...everybody was cheering for him..including the gals..haha..but i know they don't mean it..Remember everybody had spicy food..I finished up my Mee Bandung & we went stright to cineleisure...Along the way, my stomach was calling me already..it was too spicy that my stomach couldnt take it..lucky near orchard already...after Wan parked his car..zoom....i went straight to the toilet...ok..here goes nothing...i was actually unzipping my pant when my pant actually split in half from behind!!!!...i panic!!..i tell u..my stomach didnt even do its business...i was coming close to crying already...I called Wan's Hp to speak to sherry..I told sherry my situation..Movie starts @ 2130hrs...i was stuck in the toilet till 2125hrs!!!..damn it!!!...so sherry & jess bought me a pair of pants from World of Sports for $42.50...they came to my rescue ok!!!..haha..That's the first scenario...

2nd Scenario:

Brother Bear (Azhari) organise this outing. So when you're the organiser, you're suppose to be there...haha!!...Friday night Brother Bear watched movies @ HBO till 0600hrs (i think)..so he only took a short nap till 1500hrs..His mummy requested him to drive her & some of his aunts or is it cousins to JB to buy Bus tickets..i think its cheaper to buy from there actually..so Going to JB was not a problem..It was coming out...He was actually stuck in the jam for atleast 3 hours if i'm not wrong..by 8 plus when Wan sms him, he was still stuck in the jam..haha!!..We were hoping by atleast 2115hrs he would be out of the jam..but no..he was still there..so..unfortunately, he missed the movie...cos he only reached Singapore around 2230hrs..!!....Unfortunate event too!!!

3rd Scenario:

When they first plan...I thought it was actually @ The Cathay..The One in Handy Road..But it was actually @ Orchard..I think if i go there myself i would have gone to Handy Road as well..In the morning, i actually ask Kenneth.."Is it the one @ orchard or Handy Road??"..Knowing Kenneth, he said Handy Road..So i said ok!!..Later around 2100hrs he called Wan i think to say he was already at Cathay..So Wan ask whick part of cathay..he said at the ground floor near the ticket counter...So Wan actually are" Are u @ cineleisure or Cathay??"..So being the Kental he is..he said he's @ Cathay..I dunno what happen after that..cos i was still stuck in the toilet..But Kenneth manage his way to Cineleisure in the end...Unfortunate event too!!!

4th Scenario:

Last minute Marcus wanted to follow us..So he actually managed to get a ticket worht $11 to watch together with us...HIS STORY VERY SHORT....I think around 2100hrs Wan called Marcus...N...GUESS WHAT!!!...Our Brother juz woke up...Remember movie is @ 2130hrs..& he woke up @ 2100hrs...ANOTHER UNFORTUNATE EVENT TOO!!!!....

One thing that was not unfortunate was the movie...IT WAS A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!!..(Sorry Azhari & Marcus)..hehe!!!...Worth my $8/=...!!!..

THIS ONE MORE HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH THE OUTING BUT I STILL HAVE TO BLOG IT...(AZHARI'S REQUEST)

EXTRA-ORDINARY EVENT OF LEON CHIA PI KAI

Nick will be having an event on the 7th June 2009 @ Plaza Singapura..So..On 6th June 2009 (Saturday)...Leon was with his wifey Jenny @ Plaza Singapura..Jenny reminded him about Nick's gig..Being the irritating person he is...he actually waited for the Nick's performance..he still can seat @ Starbucks to even have coffe with Jenny..@ this point he still hasn't call nick yet to confirm..Until he realise there was still no performance going on..So..Jenny ask him to call Nick...So When Nick answered his call........................*****************,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,.....I think he got screwed by nick..!!!...i think Nick Said "BRO, ITS SUNDAY LA!!!!"....ahahahaha!!!

Family

Him

*Sha_Mas 1327*

My Beloved Sistas

2009-06-06T12:31:00.013+08:00

Dear Elma,

Thank you for spending time with me..hehe..We will make it to the picnic we planned..hehe..Thank you fad for taking the pictures..hehe..Remember gal..next outing is Botanic gardens..Good Food, Good Books, Good Company....I love you babe..its nice to see you again after all this years..I book you next week for a movie ehk..i saved the tickets for you...hehe!!

Dear Beloved Sista,

I had a great time with you yesterday night...Next time we meet, it'll be to the C*L*U*B*..Itwill only be the two of us..Our friendship did bloom all this years..hehe..I love you YAN...Despite the rest, we've been there for each other better than anyone else..

Just bare in mind, i'll always be there for you..We've been more than juz good friends..you're like my own sista..hehe...Watching movie with you & juz spending time talking was the best day ever..Spending time till the wee hours..its was wonderful dear..despite what we talk yesterday, i'm very sorry for what he did dear..but u have to be strong..i know its easier said than done..but ur my sista, ur stronger than diz...u have me to hold on to too dear..

Baby,

I really did kept myself busy to the max...knowing that time did fly by that fast when i'm occupied..hehe..i cant for u to come hm..be in ur arms..Countdown dear...I LOVE YOU MASUARI...

You Guyz Rock

One World

*Sha_Mas 1327*

StiLL Counting

2009-06-01T15:28:00.003+08:00

MisHin You!!!

Sorry for being so emotional on my last entry...Anyway its been like what 4 days since he's away & i'm like reallyX100 keeping myself busy..I'm not joking...On friday, I was on leave already...After a suffering week..I had to go out..I needed time to be with family & myself...

Friday: Mum took half day cos adeq got some Parent-Teacher-Conference...I'm so proud of adeq..Eventhough he can be a pain at times..haha!!..I actually spent the day cleaning up my room...Our living room tv is like totally damaged!!!..haha...its a sign to get a new one..So, that evening itself we went to PP to buy a new Plasma tv..Best denki was having an offer...We got the 42" inch tv by Hitachi for $999/=...I KNOW!!!!..We were so attracted to the price that it didnt take long for dad to say.."ok, we'll take it!!"..we brought it back hm but only fixed it the next morning...i receive a text msg from baby asking what i was doing..i ask him how's taiwan and this is what he replied

" Weather is fucking hot n humid, but thrs like winter breeze, fucking cold at nite. Accomodation sux, sempit gile..Training schedule will be tight by sunday, no time to relax by then..Expenditure not enuf..Taipei is an expensive area.."

I didnt know whether to laugh or pity that he is suffering..hehe..But of course i said i pity him cos yes when you said accomodation sux, its really frustrating!!..

Saturday: Seriously i was really bored already..So, i decided to spent time with my younger nephew, Faiz. We plan to go out late in the afternoon cos the weather was really killing me already...Help dad to fix the Plasma..OH wow...i'm glad we got that..Its looks cosy after re-arranging all the furniture..Mum & Bibik cooked "Ketam Lemak Chili Padi"..hmm..yummy..Dad was actually reading the papers when he saw a warehouse sale for electronic items..He saw a 32" inch tv ocst only $329/=..He wants to get it for my room..ahaha!!..i say later2 can..He also a dvd player that caught his eyes..Which was only selling @ $39/=..haha..That afternooon jugak, he went out to get with it with mum..Haiyo..not surprise at all la..They didnt even bring the little one out..Anyway, since i got taka vouchers to spent, i brought faiz ther...And oh my..i didnt see it coming at all..not realising it was already the school holidays, town was packed with OMG, i cant even say..ppl are rushing to the dept store like nobody's business..Taka is not cheap..that i agree..but the sale was crazy!!!...i nearly bought myself a Guess TOTE Bag ok!!!..haha..but i pamper myself by buying Body Lotion (Shea Butter Fragrance) & the Liquid Soap by Lothantique...The Smell is amazing..Bought myself Nice storage boxes for my room..for my cosmetics, hair product, perfumes, body lotions, costume jewelry & many more..hehe..it was freaking cheap..Faiz bought for his GF a polo t & a bunch of roses..Aww...that's sho sweet...& he's only 16..I KNOW!!!..We got hm around 8 plus..Ate @ hm..blah blah blah..Watch Manja lara..Then he msg me to call him...IT WAS A RELIEVE OK TO HEAR HIS VOICE!!!...But we talk for juz 3 minutes cos it was expensive to call actually..he was eating when i called him..i know what u ate..haha!!!...

Sunday: It was a lazy Sunday...We all got up & go straight to granny's at Jurong..She cooked hmm...Nasi lemak..But i went to sha's lace instead..haha..ate beef steak...Yummy...Talk to her reagading her new work..watch movies at her place..watch Monsters vs Aliens..Silly cartoon..Reach hm & watch Wolverine!!!..hehe!!..best giler!!!..At night mum cooked my favourite..her very own "Kway Teow Soup"..hehe..My favourite..Watch Harper IslanD ..awesome show!!!...

I checked my emails this morning..& yes..i won a pair of tickets from golden village..!!!..haha!!!...Best Kan..I'm juz glad to be back at work..after a long rest!!!...

Freedom Of Speech

Its You

*Sha_Mas 1327*

BaBy Going Away

2009-05-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

You Will Definitely Be Missed My Love

With you going away for 2-3 weeks, I'm already starting to mish you..I promise you my love..no nonsense from me when you're away..i promise to keep myself busy while you're gone..Enjoy urself in Taipei honey..Keep in touch with me & ma...Going through tough training, just bare in mind to come home safely n that me & ma will be here..every step of the way..we will pray for ur safety dear..Insyallah..God will watch over you..

Just came back from sending baby to the airport with Ma (His Mum)..Went to eat Popeyes..We headed hm around 2330hrs as he's flight was around 0140hrs...Let him have his time with frenz..I cant believe i'm crying while typing this entry..its so hard when ur so close to a particular...to let them go for 2 weeks is like stabbing you in the back slowly for 14-21 dayz..call me lame, but i'm too close to him that i get too emotional easily..Hugs were exchange for one last time..it was a warm one..yet i still hiold back my tears..i dunno its still hard..Gosh..I'm crying right now just typing...i cant help it..I'm really gonna mish you baby..

I'm sorry...i'm too emotional to blog..

ILY Dearie Very2 Much

Serenity & Eternity

*Sha_Mas 1327*

21 @ The Stroke Of Midnight

2009-05-27T12:40:00.017+08:00

Happy 21ST Birthday To Me

21 a great age?

Today officially marks 21 for me..Spending the day just slacking outside with baby. He's going to taiwan tomorrow..yes..i know its very irritating!!..he's beside me right now bugging me while blogging!!..hehe..just k-po-in what i'm typing..haha..

Anyway an update about my party..it was a blast!!!...everyone i invited came except for...ehem...baby!!!..he was too shy to come even though my parents knew him..anyway lizzie came!!!..she came with her fiance Fadly..OMG...he's getting shorter i think..ahaha!!..Dan, Ina & Jeffrey came as well..& finally my DHL colleagues came!!!..thank you so much for coming all of you..for those who did not turn up..i understand if you have errands to run..After the party, Dan, Ina, Jeff & myself went out for a drive..Went to meet baby outside Zouk..There was an event going on i think.."oh...gi zouk boleh, gi birthday party takle eh??"...hehe..tapi takpe..anyway juz met him for awhile then went straight to East Coast to eat Mac...Yes..i know..alot of food but we
still went out to eat...Dan was super duper hungry la!!!..ni la..perut2 tank!!!..haha..

Anyway i better blog out before baby bug me out!!!

Enjoy the Pictures!!!

No More

2009-05-22T17:53:00.004+08:00

Relationship

Define relationship. Anyone??

I better watch what i say already..i dun want another misunderstanding..Penat gaduh2..seriously..its fucking tiring...i hate arguing with you over such a small matter..i penat syg..i penat syg..adui..pening pale i..pening skali...

"U'll watch over me , I'll watch over you & God will watch over us"

Remember dearie, i'll always have ur back. No matter what happen..I was just trying to be a good gf...serious..that's all..Eternity & Serenity..remember??...i understand this is part & parcel of being in a relationship..but sometimes i get to posessive of u..& i'll always admit that..U dunno how much i'm afraid of losing you..I admit..i was scared to be in this relationship with u again when we kissed & make up for the 2nd time..I didnt show it to u cos i know where it could lead..i'm not prepared to make the first mistake again..& that is to leave you with unanswered questions..remember what happen to us the first time 4 years back..i dun want to lose u again for the 2nd time..we've gone through so much & we've made it this far..there's more to come syg..We'll always work things out..i know ur still upset....you always put a smile upon ur face everytime we meet..but deep down i know ur upset bout what happen..no matter how much i apologise, it will never be easy on you..i know its me all along for you...

Attention

thats all I want from u love..

I LOVE YOU VERY2 MUCH SYG

*Sha_Mas 1327*

2009-05-20T10:48:00.002+08:00

Again Again & Again

Running away for a week..hmm..maybe its a good idea..i dun mind tat kinda thought..I've been quiet recently..alot of things in my head & alot of things to settle...Being sick & sick & sick is not a great feeling..

Cant wait for my party this saturday..haha..celebrating my birthday in advance...Family, Friends, Colleagues, Childhood friends...OMG!!!..I cant wait...its gonna be a long entry..haha!!!..i'm not gonna blog about what happen last week..dun want to cry..looking ahead..anyway these are the ppl i'm looking foward to meet

CHILDHOOD FRIENDS: DAN, MARINA, HAIQAL, FARAH, JEFFRI & DANIAL

Its been too long since we've seen each other...we've got alot to catch up..I MISH YOU GUYZ TOO MUCH ALREADY..I've known dan, marina, haiqal & farah for more than 19 years..We've grown up together..Going to holidays together...Our parents have been friends since their secondary schools days..hehe!!!..so now its pass on to their children which is us!!!..haha...I LOVE YOU GUYZ!!!..Jeffri & Danial..hehe...you guyz are two siblings i will never2 forget..u guyz rock..6 years of friendship..Man!!!..u guyz are definitely in the group already...haha..

ANGELS : Jas & Dina

I'm hoping to see you guyz there...we also have a lot of catching up to do..i havent seen you guyz for so long..& i mish hanging out with you guyz..Everybody is busy with work & school..

2nd Angel: LIZZIE

Babe, knowing that ur coming...i know i'm gonna give you lots of hugs & kishes!!!..I mished working with you dearie...its been two years since i've last seen you..

Sistas: Sue, Izie, Sha, Yan, illie

Oh Man..i'n not even gonna start with you guyz...haha!!...i'll see you guyz there...ahaha!!!

Seriously, i dunno whether baby is coming or not..i dunno whether he will be on duty or not..oh well..we'll juz see then...

*Sha_Mas 1327*

2009-05-05T10:04:00.002+08:00

You Got To Be Kiddin

Seriously...u wanna talk bout it now??.. here??..why here baby??..we have all the time in the world to talk bout it when we're on the phone..that last 2 entry was bout her i admit..but the last entry was bout you..you never give me a chance to explain myself..what is up with u??..that last entry was never bout her..that entry was bout you..about you..why can't you understand?

Grudges or no grudges...come on..that is something i cant lie bout to you rite..its how i feel b..why wont you understand that bout me??..you jage hati pompuan leh jadi giler??..omg...that's for sure b..i ni pompuan..pompuan yg tergiler2 kan u b..i yg jage hati you b..despite everything, why wont you understand..Kan i ckp "ITS JUST TO LET OUT MY FRUSTRATION"...cos u know i can't get mad @ you when i'm around you..yes i scream @ you on the phone..but thats it..no more..da start alik with your rough tone with me..dont u even see the date when i blogged about her??..B, the night before, we just talk bout it..dont jus spam like that...talking bout covering ass..yes when i'm in deep shit, i look for you...but most of the problems i face, its without you...i handles it alone..wanna talk bout covering ass..oh please..you been there & you done that alone...without me...same goes to me...Let's put it my fault for all this fucking nonsense..she doesn't have to face you..i do..i suck it all up..If she's covering her ass..that's her problem..i'm facing you for the pass years...goodness..look at where this is going...we pull through rite??..damn it...call me childish...say whatever you want..I'm always here for you..Please eh....

Will end this conversation now b..no more..

*Sha_Mas 1327*

DiEt PoEtRy

2009-04-26T08:49:00.002+08:00

BeHinD This Hazel EyeZ Of Mine

How do i tell him how i really feel??..how do i make things right again??..How will it be when i tell him the truth??..Will it ever change things??...there so many things i wanna tell you dear..but where should i start?

The last thing i wanna do is to hurt you..So many things to say, so little time..

Tears running down my face juz thinking of how much pain i've caused...

Too painful to blog..

*Sha_mAS 1327*

ChOcOLaTe cHiP cOoKieS & MiLk

2009-04-21T12:24:00.002+08:00

Seriously, dun ask me why i havent been updating me blog...i've been busy with work..busy with life..and damn it with bf!!!!...been busy with him also..ahahah!!!..(malas la nak update)..cos i know if i update, it will never end..

SHOP: SHOP: SHOP

When it comes to pay day, goodness can go crazy with what i have in mind to buy..Went oto Tampines 1 to shop...GOODNESS!!!!...I bought alot of things la ehk...bought myself a dress from VOGUE, dress from HYPNOSIS, bought myself shoes from DMK,..hmm..what else ehk.....oh ya...made two keychains with his name & mine @ DISNEY'S shop..(very cute with donald & daisy)..N yes!!!..AFTER SO MANY MONTHS OF PLANNING...HEHE...WE GOT A LAPTOP...N GUESS WHAT..ITS FREE...AHAHA!!!..baby2...we actually went to an M1 roadshow @ TM...Without hesitation, we regitered with M1 for a monthly payment of $69.22 (if i'm not wrong)..Initially, the plan was to get the laptop a few months back..but it was off our budget..So patience does pays off...haha...we got the laptop for free..NO REGISTRATION FEES..but of course this kinda roadshow there are pros & cons..

After shopping @ T1, we went back to his place, bought ma begawan solo kueh2...may i remind @ this stage, THE WEATHER WAS VERY HOT!!!!..ma ask me to eat, i turn down but them terpakse mkn jugak cos ayah already voice out..ahaha!!!..sat down to talk to ma..after that proceed to Rowena's to celebrate her house warming & rayden's birthday.. baby sat downstairs!!!..didnt even wanna come up..pe nye budak!!!..anyway after rowena's place...we went to IKEA..I pity my maid for not having storage place for her stuff..IKEA...haiz...it was like heaven for me sey...haha!!!...i love the kitchen & bedroom setting...ehk baby!!!!...hahha...after ikea we took a cab & went to our favourite place...we actually decided to have dinner @ Changi airport but then ma called baby to go to their close fren chalet cos there was alot of food...so..we save money ehk baby!!!...by the time i got hm..i was super duper shagged already!!!...reach hm bout 1230hrs..adui!!!..

Well...that's all i have for now la ehk..

P/S: I LOVE MY NEW...EHEM...RING!!!..HAHA...

*sha_mas 1327*

Spaghetti & Meatballs

2009-04-07T17:57:00.002+08:00

DREAMS & REALITY

Its scary when you have dreams about ppl who you dont even get along with...i realised that when i;m not thinking of that particular person, he or she will really appear in my dreams...its scary..i had that a couple of times for the past few weeks..erm.some was really2 scary..the thing is it was not only me..he has that too...there was one particular night...the dream was very2..hmm..the word is NICE & HAPPY ...sorry eh syg...i juz have to say it out...only you would know...here goes..

DANIEL

Silky brown hair, smooth white skin & a face of an angel...there was what i saw in my dreams..around my arms..that face was so familiar...that sparkling round eyes...that adorable little smile...that baby in my arms...it was juz the both of us...happily as ever...at this moment of time, i still didnt know who he was..we were in this house surrounded by modern furniture..the house was as cozy as ever...with brown curtains surrounding the house...remember ehk..at this point of time i still didnt know where was i exactly & who was in my arms..the angel around my arms was actually crying insist of milk i think...In a few moments when i look up, there was someone opening the bedroom door..it put a smile upon my face...it was him..kishin my forehead..A true gentleman he was..none other than you my love..that's when i realised that little boy was my very own baby..Daniel..

some of you may think i'm lame in the dream..but i think its kinda cute..i got a glimpse of my own family..i dun care what u guys think...DANIEL..that's nice..hmm..what if its a gal..hehe..

Baby,

Camne2??..hehe!!..mimpi ku da memanggil ni..camne2??....hehe....takmo la stress2 eh syg..hehe..I'll wait..but he looks so adorable in the dream sey syg..hehe..geram...nye...

*Sha_Mas 1327*

HoNeY & sTraWbErRies

2009-04-03T18:25:00.002+08:00

Baby,

I caught you blogging in front of me when i'm around..haha..ur not suppose to do that when i'm around.. You read all the things i need to say about us in font of us..MALU la honey...crazy boy..seriously, i dunno what to blog baby...too much fun we've been having till i dunno where to start..haha...anyway we'll see each other tonight...hug2 & kish2 k??..hahaha...

ALAMAK...2 many stories la ppl..i got nothing to say..stay tune je la k??..hhahaha!!

*sha_mas 1327*

TeXaS ChIcKeN & iCe MiLo

2009-03-24T16:27:00.003+08:00

*Sha_Mas*

Its been a while since i've updated my blog..been away for 3 days lst week..Went batam with my famyli & my cousin (Boy)..it was fun..eat sleep, swim..haha..It was nice to spent time with my cousin..

19th March

Arrived @ Harbour Front with my family. Checked in. Had breakfast @ Mac. Our flight departs @ 0930hrs. Can you imagined when we checked in, We're under V.I.P list..haha!!!..fun rite...thanks to mama la..we reached Batam about 1030hrs Singapore Time. Batam time about 0930hrs. While everybody in the ferry had their own group tour, we had our very own Personal Tour...!!!..thanks again mum..We had the V.I.P vehicle all to ourselves. First stop, ..."Keropok Shop"..We stop over to buy fish crackers..all the pickled fruits..bought some for Masuari's mummy..2nd stop..."Kueh Lapis Shop"..I love this part of the tour. We get to see how the Cake is made from scratch...We get to sample some of the finest & most popular Kueh Lapis..Mum ordered chocolate & original Kueh Lapis.. If i'm not worng its only worth less than $10 SIN dollars..worth it rite...3rd stop...My favourite...SHOPPING!!!..We went to DC MALL(Diamond City Mall)..i think its the only mall that we can bargain..haha..Bought myself a Burberry Bag..(yesh ppl its fake..but who cares..it looks like the real thing!!!)..bought Paris Hilton Perfume..Now that one was original..haha!!!...Boy bought himself 3 quarter pants...Mum bought for adeq some Ben 10 t shirt worth like $3..i love that mall..too many things till i dunno what ti buy..hehe...Next stop Lunch @ Golden Prawn Restaurant...wowowowow!!!!..it was a very nice restaurant...we had seafood..Chili crabs...hmm...yummy!!!....Last stop before we headed to our hotel, we went to Mega City Mall to do last minute shopping..Boughtmyself a sweater dress...Loved it..

ChOCoLaTe cHiP cOoKieS & CoKe

2009-03-14T12:29:00.004+08:00

Friday 13Th

it was a happy & a sad day for bf. Baby, I'm sorry for your lost...I'm sorry bout your granny. don't dwell on it...she's in peace now..MAY ALLAH GUIDE HER...INSYALLAH...

Today i started work @ 1000hrs. Morning already yana sms me to pass her the things for her outing on Saturday with Fahmy (her future fiance)...i borrowed her my white dress, MAC Make Up & Charles & Keith Shoes White Shoes..Met her @ Eunos Mrt...she's going to celebrate his birthday @ Carousel Cafe...hmmmmm...Sedap nye...hehe!!!...

After passing her the things, i actually came across a shop..a flower shop..decided to buy bf a stalk of blue rose with a "I'm so sorry card"...Long story short, we actually had a bit a of argument the day before..i knew no matter how much he tried to hide it from me, he was actually hurt..It was a beautiful stalk of blue rose..I sms him that i had a surprise for him..from the way he sms me, i knew some how he REALLY x6 wanted to know what was going on....That day itself he also advise me that his parents is away to Karimun, TJP..& wont be back till Sunday...We also had an invite to Chevrons that evening which we were actually planning to go..till he said why not just hang out @ his place..with both his brothers..i was actually contemplating whether to go or just hang out @ his crib...That evening he picked me up from work..told him to wait for me @ the pathway near my working place so i can actually surprise him with the rose...hahaha..in the end...he waited for me after the pathway where a lot of ppl could actually see...he face just lightened up with a smile then he laughed.."why did you get me a rose??..crazy is it??..." he said..."baby, its not the rose, its what's in the card"...then i also laugh...he actually read the card in front if me till i have to say this to him "b, I'll stay rite here till you finish reading the damn card..."...so...he walked all the way to the front...he opened the card & read it..after a few steps, he actually stop, turn around & juz grab me, giving me a side hug...could really tell he was actually surprised la ehk...hehehe....In the bus, he actually decided he doesnt want to go to Chevrons...WTF!!..till he said..."Let's go bugis & take pictures la.."...i was like ....OK!!!.....

When we reached Bugis, first thing i did was to held his hand...Omg...with him dressing up like dat "SAPE TAK TAKUT SIAK...DA HENSEM, TAK MENGAKU LAK TU.."...First stop Famous Amos Cookies..hehe....He bought for me cookies...seriously, he was really2 in a good mood....then he bought for me a black & gold head scarves...Never really get tired of bugis do we baby...hehe..oh yeah....We headed to the Photo Booth..we look GORGEOUS in the pictures don't we dear...hehe..cant upload any pictures now..but definitely i had a blast..we take two different pictures..hehe...

We head off to bedok north to actually eat seafood...hmm..yummy!!!..nice choice baby!!!..can really say it was like a so called date...it was packed with ppl..we didnt ate rice...we ordered, "Kangkong Belacan, Chilie Seafood Lala, Barbecue Chicken & Fried Black Carrot Cake"...Fantastice dinner!!!...We hung out @ bf place after dinner together with the other 2 brothers..Mamat is already in NS...hehe...abg2 CD...hahaha...Mas make fun of mamat..haha...recruit kate kan...haha....We watch dvd @ his place...i forgot the DVD title but its a malay movie..haha..juz watch la..after the movie ended...bf showed me the clothes he bought...cool la ehk...biase la...da kacak..pe le buat ehk b...

He showed me some of his old stuff...his old photos, memories & even some of his old drawings..We sat down & read some of the letters i gave him..baby, u know what you did last night...that was very2 honest of you to dispose some of the "old photos" in front of me...but you shouldn't have done that..u had memories with Ur ex..its fine with me..dun worry bout me..you never knew better back then...i had my own memories too my love..i had love letters..a lot of them..but i dispose them all..painful memories la syg..i'm glad Ur very happy with me..i was in tears in his arms..partly cos i'm happy, sad & even sorry....when u looked at me...aww baby..that look..i've seen it before...Ur still hurt bout what i did to you...I'm so sorry..i had to apologise to him face to face..to really tell him i was really2 sorry...i was already in tears...badly in tears..he wiped off all my tears..goodness..i was in a mess..b, how did you do it??..being patient with me & all...ur the best..it makes me love you more & more each passing day..

thank you for being there for me

thank you for being so patient with me

thank you for understanding me

thank you for loving me all thisyears

thank you for giving me a 2nd ,3rd & more chances to explain things to you

thank you for guiding me

this is why i know why you fell in love with me..U've made me your first love..n now..I'm your last..

Waiting for you to really put that ring in my finger...n I'll say yes i do..

...a fairytale really coming true.

PoPiaH & tEh Tarik

2009-03-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

I had a talk with baby last evening..hmm..brought up the topic on our engagement...hmm..this time round i guess we're really ready to talk bout it seriously with a few laughter..hehe..i told him the truth...that i have approach my dad regarding this...From the tone of his voice, he was actually calm..i told him..let's go ahead with this year..if not let's do it next august...He seems to agree...i told him ni pressure..hehe..being able to open up with my dad regarding this topic..dad actually said "sometimes its not him, its u...are you pressured??..he's brave enough to actually talk about getting married @ an early age..the thing is i'm startin to actually accept all this..regardless of what really happen in the future....i'll take it slow with the engagement first then i'll start talking bout marriage...hehe...i'm excited..very2 excited..being someone's fiancee...hehe...i like that title...i guess among ME, YANA & NORA..I guess grandpa will get to see me wed first (insyallah)..hehe..i love him...i love him very much...deep down he loves me too...despite so many differences, its you baby in the end...i'm glad i've come this far with you..MAKESURE NO IDIOTS STAND IN OUR WAY K..U KNOW WHO THEY ARE MY LOVE...dun let it happen..i'll stand up to them first then i'll slap ur face..hahaa...just kidding...no time for all this nonsense..cos i know in the end its still me u want...ahahaha...

...My LoVe

BeEf sTeAk & IcE MiLo

2009-03-08T09:22:00.002+08:00

LOST:LOVE:LIFE

That's been goin on for the past 2 weeks..i LOST something in a week...i regain my LOVE with my upcoming fiance...& i've taken LIFE fully to the next level...it happen within a blink of eye...nobody knows what i was going through accept for a few ppl..

Lost

Something i cant really tell..I'm sorry baby..i truly am..i know ur hurt but we've got to move on..we've lost somehing but remember that u have me to hold on to..u promise tat u'll try to hold on as tight as possible. i take ur words for it..I didn't mean to say those nasty things to you too..Please believe me when i tell you..i really didnt mean it...& deep down i know you didnt mean to hurt me as well..we lost it for now..but we can regain that again..

Love

when i'm with you nowadays, it's like old days again when i first met you...thank you for baby sitting me when i was sick for the whole two days..you were great my love...just taking urgent leave cos i'm sick & telling your officer..its actually personal..wow..i'm impressed my love..so..we have exchange gift rite??..i gave you a necklace & erm..u gave me a ring..hehe..does that say it all..it was really unexpected ok baby...but it was definitely nice of you syg..thank you so much for the ring..it is beautiful..very2 beautiful...i will never put it out of my sight..any official date yet??..so..i'm like hook to a life time soldier..an army wife perhaps???...hehe..so i juz have to get use to it..

Life

That word can't be even more beautiful..life is so short but living up to it everyday with joy & happiness...its a great feeling..eventhough i know there are more happy dayz to comes, i'm just taking this 1 step @ a time...with you, with mum, with dad...n...with the rest..i'm feeling much much better with with you now syg..like you said..."Smile more, we have a beautiful future ahead of us.."...that's very nice of you to say that my love..but we have to watch out for rainy days as well..

Happy Belated Belated to Dzul( Nora's Boifey)...

....I REALLY GOTTA GO NOW...

FreNcH ToAsT & ReDBuLL

2009-02-26T09:45:00.003+08:00

what's happening to me??..what's wrong with me??...am i pushing myself in getting what i want??..or am i pushing u??..so many questions...so little answers...is it me who is causing all diz to happen??..can somebody juz pinch me ...??..i need help here..Yana, Nora, Wati, Yan...anybody???..help me please...am i the cause of this??..am i that stupid??..WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??..

TO: YANA & NORA

Yana & Nora...if you're reading this...help me...i know u guyz know what i'm going through..its not mas...its me..i didnt realise till monday...how am i suppose to pull through..among the 3 of us..i'm the patience one...so why am i like diz??..i need you guyz right now...family...i can't think of anyone but the both of u...its been the longest time since we sit down & update with our lives..i got so many things to update the both of you..Some are good & definitely some are bad...we're family..but its been a long time since we hang out..my treat u guyz..u can't push me away..

TO: BABY

My love, with alot going on...i can pull through...its not you...its me...as much as i love you honey..i really dun want it to affect you as well..you n i both know..i swear to b, its not u..its really not you...if i've hurt you i'm really sorry..all those situations, i actually understand why u did that too...seriously b, i'm very2 proud u sign on..seriously i do...its a stable job..but the overseas trip...i'm slowly swallowing it dear...please be patient with me..i'm sorry about the engagement thingy...believe me..i'm very2 sorry...In the phone, when we talk, i'm doin my very best not to show you how i really feel..but deep down i know u can tell..we've gone through so much in this relationship...dont let this bring you down & i wont let myself down..i promise you...all this we end very2 soon..like i've said, i'm very2 sorry if i have offend you..i guess one of us is ready n the other is not..but dun worry..it doesnt change anything..we're still here..together..it bring me even more joy to know at the end..it still me u love dear..its still me..u have no idea how painful it was to hurt u that badly..but u should no also that you've hurt me too syg...it was even worse than me..but you know that i'll still love you..its silly to argue over such small things..u've made me cry not just once...countless times..u know i have always been patient with you..very very patient..i'll plead if i can not to argue with you...its heart breaking..i dun tell you this over the phone or even in msgs cos i'm afraid of you getting mad..every time u scream, i'm being very timid not to talk..crying in the dark n all..i'll forgive n forget..but if u keep repeating it every single time.....i dun even know what to say..u'll know i'll close one eye for you...maybe i cant understand how tired you are when ur working because at the very end of the day, u work is still worst than mine..but baby, i'm working too..everyday....sometimes how many weekends have we sacrificed?...alot syg....alot...but i dun complain that much..cos again i stick to ur decision...i'm sorry that u need ur life too to live...the thought of losing you scares me..its scares me so much tau b...sometimes i sendiri tak tau whether i did anything wrong if you dun msg or dun call me at all..take for example the last 2 weeks..i was like a crazy little gal b..everytime i said no more nonsense, u still do it...nowadays i'm not surprise..u want attention i've given it all..concern..i've given that too...care...i've given that too...love...i've given that every single day...what more do you want...everything is there infront of you..are you blind or u choose not to see it??..i cant be angry with you..u urself know that..every single time we argue..its always the same old thing...u're sick of it..i'm sick of it too syg..love stories u say...b, love stories or fairy tales..it doesnt matter..its reality..this is us..this is how we are..its reality..no fairy tales...no love stories...our relationship is a story to tell..maybe not now..but in the future perhaps..i've reminded you that so many times..every single day..look at what we've gone through..through good times n bad..we're still together..yesh ur not good at expressing urself with words..but i understand it through body language...syg, just bare in mind..i'm here for u..everyday...

sorry ppl...i'm too emotional too blog...i'll stop for now..

.....its get deeper n deeper everyday..

sPiCy cHiPs & sKy jUicE

2009-02-23T19:00:00.002+08:00

THIS TIME I'M REALLY BORED...SO I JUST DID DIZ..HAHAHA!!!

1. Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?

- well..i cant imagine how many times i've cried infornt of him..its endless..tears of joy, pain & laughter as well

2. Ready for kids?

- actually i am...waiting for him to just ask the magic question..i'll say yesh..haha..but i think i'll wait for 2 years to have our very first child...or maybe after 5 years..i need to know how it feels to be a devoted wifey..haha

3. If you had to choose to be an animal, which one would you be?

- i really dunno..a fox maybe

4. Are you ready for 2009?

- its already 2009...it think i was ready all along...i'm just anticipating for 2010.

5. Are you an independent person?

- yup..always been man...

6. How's your sister?

-i dun have any idea..cos i dun have one...but i'm sure it'll be fun to have one.

7. Last myspace message was from?

- i don't owe any myspace..

8. Are you a good babysitter?

- well acutally..i am..haha...

9. Ever thrown up in a car?

- yup..once

10. Been furious with a friend?

- of course la..sometimes it hurt so much i really cry

11. What color shirt are you wearing?

- pink shirt...black pants

12. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?

- hell yeah..i would kish dyan, wati, & all my gf..(dun think wrongly ehk baby..smooching of lips will only be for u syg!!!...hahaha)

13. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life?

- actually alot

14. If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say?

- if its my bf i'll entertain but if not i'll let it ring..hahaha!!!..sorry guyz

15. Hows your heart right now?

- its juz beating faster..haha

16. What are you listening to?

- "i hate this part by pussycat dolls"

17. Is anyone overprotective over you?

- yesh...my dad & mum...

18. What are you wearing on your feet?

- i'm flip flops

19. Who was the last friend you rode in a car with?

- hmm.....cant recall but i know tonight i'm following azhari to hospital..so he's the recent one..ahaha..

20. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?

- actually.yeah...i was jobless for a month if i'm not wrong..i had to depent on baby..ahaha!!!

21. Do you know anyone whose name starts with a Z?

- yeash i do...zafirah

22. When was the last time you had your hair cut?

- 3 months ago..i want to keep long hair for baby's sake...

23. Is your phone close to you?

- very2 close

24. Do you hate anyone?

- oh..well...is it a crime if i say i did....i do actually..someone in particular...ehk baby!!..cant stand her.!!!

Roti KiRaI & BeEf CuRrY

2009-02-19T14:26:00.004+08:00

Dear Baby,

1) I apologise for over reacting for something so small.
2) It was your fault i reacted like that. (haha)
3) Don't do that anymore b
4) referred to No.3, u'll still do it again...(i know u will)
5) I'll still love you despite you stupid little actions my love (haha)

Today's topic: HYPOCRITES!!!!

Ya, i know...crazy, juicy litle topic...Well, what does it really mean??...in my very own dictionary..it means....well.... "person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belief his or her public statements."..in other words, A TWO FACED PERSON!!!...I know i have enough of this nonsense..only hubby knows who am i talking about...to think you would actually say the things we wanna hear but in the end you did the opposite...hmm..so very dissapointed in you..u didnt just do it to me..but disappointin mas as well..wow...a round of applause..u really fooled us huh...to think that mas really dont care its fine with me..then i will not be involved in the situation also..but hey all those times you were down, wow...u really did make us feel for u...i have nothing else to say la ehk...

...Being Stubborn, I Know..

Sky JuICe OnlY

2009-02-18T11:48:00.016+08:00

As promised, i have uploaded his birthday present in the making as well as the final product...enjoy guys....

VERDICT: HE LOVES IT!!!...WEEEE!!!

.....Very2 sick rite now..cough, flu & fever...

WholeMeal Bread & Sky Juice

2009-02-15T08:47:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY THE 13TH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY LOVE!!!

I know ur gonna love the present i'm giving you. I didnt get the chance to give you my present. Slightly different from last year..hehe..but still as creative as possible...Thanks to wati & yana for helping me out with it..hehe!!..i'm sorry you didnt get the chance to book out to even spent time with ur family & me..I do have the pictures of his gift..i cant upload now..I'll do it tomorrow..ahaha!!...it's bloody nice la..i'm very glad that i did it k..especially for u my love..

i love you baby..so2 much...haiz words really cant describe how happy i am with you my love..my crazy little boy...I'm glad its still me my love..no one else..

....He Needs Me More Than I Do..

KaTsU bEnTo & IcE MiLo

2009-02-02T09:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was fun. We went to Sim Lim to find speakers for my computer at hm. Dad finally got us a broadband connection. After so many years of using telephone line connection. I think Maxonline gave use 12 months free usage. So in the end we don't need to pay the Internet for the next year..ahahaha!!!.. best nye!!!..i loike!!!...haha..started to download alot of things already..especially anti virus & adobe..

Yesterday was the first time i heard from baby that he had to stay hm & eat as a family. Awww....that's sweet..his whole family was at hm including the big brother. So yeah.. Went to sim lim to shop for speakers..its bloody cheap la for a pair of speakers. I think we went round sim lim for 1 1/2 hrs just to survey around. We wanted survey for laptops...hmm...the smaller it is, the compact it is..We saw a toshiba pink laptop..It was BEAUTIFUL..I told boifey to wait for IT Roadshow..all the laptops were affordable. After we bought the speakers, we went to have dinner @ the food court but his mummy pack for me food. "Lemak Chili Padi Ayam & Sambal Udang & Kentang".....Yummy!!!..He bought a Japanese rice set to share also..ahaha!!!.

After we ate, he brought me over to SUNGAI ROAD where all the old stuff are..there were a lot of ppl. i still cannot believe you would bring me to a place like that b... ITS NOT FUN, ITS FUNNY K!!...hehe!!!..

I decided to sent baby back to camp. We took a bus to clementi. the whole journey we were like sleeping la..haha!!!..nak mkn time kate kan..hahaha!!!..when i woke up, we were already in IKEA @ bukit merah..after a while boifey was hungry again...Haiyo!!!!...so we went to eat fish ball noodles @ Clementi...Kesian..Lapar ehk???..hehe..anyway it was already 2052hrs by that time. We straight away sat @ a park. chit chat & sent him straight to camp. hehehehehehehehe!!!!...i was smiling the whole entire time...thank you baby!!!..ahahaha!!!...

....I Love You Honey Love

ChOcO CupCaKeS & LoW FaT StRaWbErRy MiLksHaKe

2009-01-30T17:35:00.002+08:00

I found this in friendster. I'll bold in RED for the ones he did & BLUE for the ones he didnt GREEN for sometimes. You'll be shock what kinda man he is

• leave her cute text notes everytime. (TAK KUASA LANGSUNG!!)

• kiss her in front of your friends. ( HE'S NOT A SHOW OFF!!)

• tell her she looks beautiful. (OH PLEASE!!..)

• look into her eyes when you talk to her. (LAGI TAK PERNAH BUAT!!)

• let her mess with your hair. (DEFINITELY!)

• just walk around with her. (HAHA!!!..WALK AROUND MY WORLD LA EHK!!)

• FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. (IT DEPENDS ON WHAT MISTAKES LA!!)

• look at her like she's the only girl you see. (Oh Please..!!!..all guys look @ other gals as well!!!)

• tickle her even when she says stop. (OMG!!!..I DUN EVEN WANNA SAY!!)

• hold her hand when you're around your friends. (DIA NGOK ORG!!)

• be the one to take her hand, don't make HER reach for you. (Only when crossing the road!!)

• be the one to call her, don't make her always call you. (Oh Please!!!..u dont k baby!!!)

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.( he knows how to escape!!!)

• let her fall asleep in your arms. (ALWAYS!!)

• get her mad, then kiss her. (Always do that!!!)

• tease her and let her tease you back. ( he'll say: BITCH!! i'll say: ASSHOLE)

• stay up all night with her when she's sick. (NEVER DID TAT @ ALL!!!)

• watch her favorite movie with her. (THIS ONE I DUN WANT TO SAY..!!!U KNOW UR NOT A MOVIE BUFF!!!)

• kiss her FOREHEAD. (ALWAYS DOES!!!)

• give her the world. (U MEAN MY WORLD??..HEHEHE..EHK BABY???)

• write her letters. (SUDAH LA B!!!)

• when she's sad, hang out with her. (LAGI TAK KESAH!!!)

• let her know she's important. (ONLY WHEN HE WANTS SOMETHING!!..HAHA!!!)

• let her take all the photos she wants of you. (CAM WHORING BABY!!!)

• kiss her in the pouring rain. (SUDAH LA...)

• when you fall in love with her, tell her. (HE DOSNT SAY BUT HE SHOWS..DOES TAT COUNT?)

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. (DEFINITELY!!!..I'M HIS FIRST LOVE!!!..HE'LL NEVER GET OVER ME EVENTHOUGH HE HAS OTHER EX..AHAHAHA!!..THATS HOW CONFIDENT I AM..I DONT CARE WHAT U SAY B..I'M URS TRULY!!!)

So..u see, he's not that perfect..not that romantic..but itS what he does & gives that impress me most.

Rice CaKEs & Teh Tarik

2009-01-30T14:45:00.002+08:00

I pity you my love. one after another. Just be patient. I may not know what you're going through but definitely i'll be there for you. You'll pull through my love..Anyway @ work rite now..haiz..today the calls were ok..So far no bloody big cases yet..Azhari is on leave..I MISH GETTING IRRITATED BY HIM..I'M HIS LALAT IN TH OFFICE!!!!...hahahaha!!!..they are actually planning a small gathering this coming february..i'm invited eventhough i'm not in their team..hahaha!!..i'm just their little lalat..i told azhari i'll bring chocolate pudding & brownies. I think i'll go with wati on that day itself. I have to go after my prac la ni..hahaha!!..I dun think i'll bring boifey..eventhough they know him...haha!!!..Chia will be the talk of the town i guess...He's THE BADOT in our clan...Always like to carik pasal with the PKLIANS. Last time i thought he was the adorable one. Always get bullied by the other team but it was the other way round. He the fire starter..haha!!!..he's in my team..Azhari favourite pest!!!..hehe!!..Anyway nothing much to say

.....Its A Pity

Sky JuICe & PoTaTo SaLaD

2009-01-29T10:39:00.005+08:00

My new ORION shoes looks something like this only it is all in pink. Pink..pink..pink..Baby said its striking. On Tuesday, we went out. I dressed so selekeh but got style ok...!!!...haha..baby said i look different dressing up like that...sorry i didn't took a picture of myself...I LOVE MY ORION!!!!...haha!!!..its been awhile since i wore an adidas shoes...Unlike my aunt Nora, she has like dozen of this but it always gets missing cos of the "anak sedares" who wants to use it or borrow it..but sometimes, once they borrow it, it like permanent..she wont see it again..haha..corret nora??..haha...

Anyway went out with wati after work yesterday. She actually had plans with her frenz but it was cancelled. So...she accompanied me instead..haha..thanks galfren..We took the company bus to paya lebar..Get this.. I was so lazy to go anywhere further.. i shop at THIS FASHION @ Singapore Post. Last time, things were cheap there but now for a pair of leggins it cost $22!!!..shit!!..that's expensive!!!..i bought leggins for $ 5 & $7..i bought a pair of white & black leggins...now thats cheap!!!...Went to eastpoint after that to buy "somethings"..hehe..cannot say..only me & wati knows..haha!!!..sat @ starbucks..hmm....the Chocolate Amer cake was super delicious...its like aphrodisiac...!!..i dun even know whether i spell it out properly..i had to ask Azie & wati..Hahaha!!!..anyway...topping with whipped cream & chocolate mocha sauce...yummy!!!!....there goes my diet...hahaha!!!!...

Baby's mum called me up to ask whether i have seen baby's brother. I told her that he hasn't contact me for days. Something must be up..hmm...Went she calls, it scares me cos she'll start asking question & some of them i can't answer..A mother's instinct is so strong...OMG!!!..But she's very nice..Her intentions are good la...Ask baby whether he knows what was going o..he had no idea also..so..i dun bother to ask la..cos if i ask deeply, he'll screw me for being such a "K-PO"..rite b??..haha...i know...i'm irritating...Anyway that's all i have la for now..

.....SwEet LiTtLe BaBy

SkY JuICe & CoRNfLaKEs

2009-01-28T16:56:00.004+08:00

I'm so happy...Never felt this happy for a very2 long time..not that i don't appreciate what u gave baby...Maybe its you.. A blessing in disguise??..it what you do that please me most..i had a great time with you..i mean every single outing we have is amazing dear...i'm still trying to figure out what to get for you on ur birthday??..maybe diz year we tone it down syg...times are bad..ahaha...but definitely u'll love what i have to give..its purely hand made..again..haha!!!..oh well..its the thoughts that counts rite??....u'll love me anyway..Anyway i really dunno what to blog today..not much happening at work...Due to the fact that not many mcs after the Lunar celebrations....so..ya...only 2 was on mc..

IcE MiLo & SaUsA

2009-01-26T10:54:00.010+08:00

Thank you baby..I got what i wanted..haha!!!..i got myself 3 pairs of shoes & 1 adidas orion..its pink..haha!!!..Bought 1 t shirt & 3/4 shorts..cool..bought for him 3/4 shorts also...very2 cool..The 3 pairs of shoes were beautiful..with thick heels..haha!!...anyway i spent not more than $150 for all this stuff..incredible rite??..i know.. it was fun la syg...aiyoh..so happy la!!!..hehe!!!..upload latest pix...enjoy!!!...I KNOW UR JEALOUS BUT HEY WE'RE HAPPY..JUST MOVE ON LA...

....BaBy LoVe

SeAfOoD ArRaY PLaTtER & ChOcO MiLkShaKe

2009-01-22T11:42:00.002+08:00

Yummy rite my title...hehe...that's what i had for dinner last nite. Went to watch movie.. Fun giler la!!!..watched passengers..at first it was so draggy than came the exciting part..anyway reached hm around 0000hrs..ya..i know..talked to baby..gi shopping ehk??..shit!!!..kaya ehk..gf dapat bonus je gi shopping ehk??..haha!!..takpe la syg, u deserve it la..he bought himself t- shirt, cap & shawl..then play fun fair games & won himself a super mario bear..suke ehk baby?..hehe..he bought for mika ben 10 t-shirt & brown pants..haha!!..thank you for thinking or my brother while ur shopping..haha..& me too..this saturday we'll go shopping together k..?..Spent the whole day together just like we use 2...hehe..

.....too bad honey love

CrEAmy ChOcOLaTe MaRsHMeLLow

2009-01-21T16:35:00.001+08:00

..It was a memorable day my love

GaRdENia cHoCo BuN & ReDbULL

2009-01-21T10:59:00.000+08:00

I went out with my parents yesterday. Went grocery shopping. Wanted to get a pair of shoes but none was my cup of tea. Its ok la..Will go with baby this saturday. Its time to splurge myself with shoes & clothes & dresses..its been a long time i never pamper myself. Baby wants me to dress up more when i go out with him (HIS STYLE)...Vans shoes, 3 quarter skit or 3 quarter pants, vintage t shirt & all..can la..i also don't mind. Anything for you ehk b??..haha!!..nakamek gambar la ape la..haiz..cam2 la budak ni..hehe..seriously, i dunno what to blog..maybe later la ehk.

...it goes on again my love

BBQ SeAfOoD & SuGAr CaNe Drink

2009-01-19T08:10:00.000+08:00

Updates over the weekend...A little bit of joy, happiness, sadness & definitely relief...

Saturday

Baby, me & botak( baby's bro) went to have breakfast. @ around 6.45am, baby text me to say he's already downstairs with botak. Telling me to go out early so that i can meet them..I didn't know what to tell mum..baby can say "just tell them la ur just gonna talk a walk & enjoy the morning breeze"..ade2 je ni budak..just told mum i was going out la..Anyway that morning i had prac lessons as well @ ubi...so they accompanied me till i finish...Botak is having problems with eida(his gf)..He really needed someone to talk to..the night before baby already accompanied him all the way till dawn..OMG..diz brothers really dunno the meaning of tired..Anyway, after i finished my prac, we went back to bedok cos really i have no idea to go..& its really too early to go to any mall..haha!!!..Botak told us what eida did to him & all la..i advised him that i'v done my part..my ass is also on the line..if i masuk campur, baby & his mother is gonna screw me..All i can say is botak RREALLY deserve better..byk sabar k bro..We're here for you..Insyallah, we'll pull through for you k @ any cost..Ur my bro 2..& i care bout you too..

Sunday

Baby2...i enjoyed my morning with you..hehe!!!..i love you syg..Today our plans is to go out with botak again & diz time his ex is joining us..His adorable ex..dyann..Botak wants to treat us dinner @ East Coast..hehe...The meeting actually @ 4.45 but this irritating brothers..tul2 janji MELAYU!!!...meet @ 4.45 but they went out exactly @ 4.45...have the cheek to make me wait for u guys..tait nye budak2!!!...hehe...Nevermind...Met dyann @ city hall..Went to bugis..botak bought himself a pair of ear studs & 3 quarter t-shirt..I very the manje with baby the whole time..ahahhaha!!!..i think he also expected it la ehk..MANJE GILE LA!!!..HAHAHA!!!..fuck..i dun give a crap whether ppl was looking or not..ahaha!!!..i keep gettin pushed around by ppl..there was alot of ppl..it was jammed up la..hhaha...baby teased me " can u like walk using ur eyes"..shit!!!..i know what u mean ok..ahahaha!!!..Off to East coast..Punye la ramai!!!...takle tahan.. i think baby was pissed off for awhile la..dunno whether it was me or just him la..He was suppose to book in @ 2100hrs..but around 2015hrs we were still eating..haha!!!..Dyann was a darla la...hehe..adore u babe..thank you for spending time with us...thank you botak for the lovely dinner..thank you baby for EVERYTHING..Reached hm around 2130hrs..t think..haha..layan the little brat & all..mama was in a good mood la..i went to bed early..cant take it..anyway that's all for now..OH YA...BOTAK IS OFFICIALLY OVER WITH EIDA!!..AHAHA!!!..

Muackzz!!!

SaRDiNE PuFf & rEd BuLL

2009-01-16T18:31:00.001+08:00

Ever had that feeling when you really do love that person & would sacrifice anything just for him??...

Everybody had that kinda feeling once in a while or even worst everytime...Let me try to explain in purely simple english..My boifey....He's gone through alot this past few months..not just with me but with life..He always have that positive attitude when he encounters something so bad...unlike me, i always panic out of a sudden..this journey i have with him has by far been the best..He helped me grow mentally & emotionally..

Baby,

You did well..

Muackzzz!!

Sky JuiCe & FiSh CuRrY

2009-01-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

OK2...I get ur point my sygs..my english corrupted ehk??..ok lor..hehe!!!...minah pun minah la..anyway after work yesterday, went to meet dyann for the first time..Bubbly little gal..She's botak's ex...Had dinner @ Hiag road hawker centre...hmm..gossip bout our boifeys & gals la..Dyann was telling me about her current bf & all la..haiyo..same situation la...only mine is not that bad...same old stuff la..third party & all..after dinner, went to bedok to meet botak & boifey..The rest was also there..like rizal, harry & all la..too many to mention..I don't want to blog alot..nanti kena sound lagi..hehe!!..but anyway had fun with you la baby..thanks for telling me ur not gonna be around during your birthday & mine!!!..double slap on my face la syg..haiz..boring2!!!..but i promise we'll try to celebrate few days before your birthday la syg..you're gonna like yur birthday gift..update u guyz later..

2009-01-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

Baby,

Be the blue roses that blooms at night
Giving everlasting kishes that is juz right
Be the sun that shines throughout the daylight
Giving everlasting hugs that is juz unbearably tight

I mish u syg...alot...i want you all to myself...
My strength, My weakness, My everything, My one & only man

I'm proud of you syg...what you've done for me & all..
Insyallah, we'll pull all the challeges ahead of us
the risk that we're willing to take
God is on our side syg
Every hour, Every minute, Every second

He'll give you guidance every step of the way
My prayers for you is endless syg
I LOVE YOU
You know that in & out syg
Tears for you from day to night
Tears of joy & sadness

My baby

FairyTale That Was Never Told

...........It Goes On My Love

Nur Shazlyn Binte Saidi
&
Nur Masuari Bin Abdul Halim

2009-01-15T17:02:00.000+08:00

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BEeF ReNDaNg & CoCoNuT DriNk

2009-01-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

i had fun as well as i was upset.oh well..after work went to wash myself up....on the way to meet faezah, i went bugis to meet one of my gf first...meet up with ijjah told her i'll see her tonight with the rest..so she said ok..she helped me fix my top as well..went to meet faezah at city hall..hehe...best la siak tak gi club ramai2..i only went with her..& it was super duper fun la..lagi senang gi 2 orang je..tak leceh sgt..we reached dbl o touch up & all..@ the same time i was updating hubby la..hmm..actually yesterday its like he was different la..the tone in his sms & all...but again of course..i understand la..all the way i was faezah..juz the 2 of us..before going to the dancefloor, we chill out behind fraser's place..we talk la siak!!!..haha!!!..i think for like what 1 1/2...met her ex as well amirul..haha..i know him from my aunt..he use to date my aunt..haha!!!..but anyway amirul didn't join us..like i said purely the both of us la ehk..haha!!...kecoh la kau babe..so far aku club ngan ord..tak sekecoh kau la siak!!!..haha!!..dua org da cam 20 org..so yah..aku appreciate u having to accompany me all the way..we rock la ehk babe...anyway i did met up with the rest of my friends jugak..but it was a hi & bye..i dunno & i'm not gonna comment..i'm juz glad atleast i did meet them..that's all i have to say...no comments...no grudges at all..i'm not that type..anyway..today its ur turn baby..i know u'll have so much fun together with ur frenz..u'll be fine..i'll see u the next day k..we'll go snow city with adeq k..hehe!!!..cant wait baby..we'll play in the fake snow..ahahahaha!!!..ur treat hubby love..!!!..anyway once again thanks faezah..dun worry diz is juz the beginning..there's more to come...

Syg Kau!!!..Muackss!!

upload gambar k..i'll see you on monday so we can bitch babe!!!

CrEaM CrAcKeRs & ReDBuLL

2009-01-07T15:03:00.000+08:00

@ the office rite now..can't wait to go hm..i wanna have my beauty sleep..hehe!!..hmm..i have difficulty deciding rite now..thursday or friday ??..hmm..well..if u guyz are wondering..its been a long time i spent time with my gf..i made new ones in DHL...so they plan to go club this thurday..so why not rite??..its been a long time since i've actually went with gf..i always go with boifey..i'm not complaining..i love to go with him..seriously..but its fun to go out with gf sometimes..hehe!!!..i know baby will be insecure..so u know what he did..??..actually we're suppose to go zouk on friday..so he actually give me a choice..a hard one!!!..."if you go on thursday, u don't follow me on friday but i promise you if u don't go tomorrow, u will have to follow me on friday.."..haha!!..its so hard..i know this day would come..he told me " diz is my stand as a bf. u want me to be the pants in the relationship..i'll be one now..so make ur choice"..he's not angry..he was laughing somemore!!!..haha!!!..so i know he meant it well..it took me 2 hours to really think about it..i mean i know i can behave..i have my limits..so does my bf..so wanna know what was my decision?...i picked going out with my gfs!!!..haha!!!..i have my reasons..1) its been a long time since i really do club with my gf, 2) i know if i were to club with him, he would want to club all the way till 6 am (which i dun think i can)..3) i know he wants to enjoy himself as well away from his gf..So..i called him up & said i've made my decision. "baby, i've made my decision but u have to promise me u wont be mad @ me. i will go with my friends tomorrow so dat u can have fun with ur frenz."..he just laughed and said " ok baby" (with like a smiley voice la)..so i'm fine with it la..i think he also dun mind..haha!!!..so yeah..i will go out with my gf la!!..so i told faezah about it...she laughed la!!!..cos she single!!!..so she can fished for anyone she wants..but not me!!..haha!!!..but i'm fine with it cos my Boifey is gorgeous enough..haha!!!..i know that ALL HIS EXS would agree!!!..haha!!!..ehk baby????..correct rite!!!??..i even told boifey u can sent a witness for me..i dun mind la..cos i know my limits..so yah!!!...haha!!!..anyway gotta go..will update later.

so is it strawberries or peaches now??

SauSaGe mCmUfFiN & IcE MiLO

2009-01-04T09:21:00.000+08:00

Its a sunday morning..and i'm at werk..omg!!..penat sey..yesterday went my therapist for my body measurement..wow..not bad...diz stuff really work..give me another 2 more months..haha!!!...yesterday something bad really2 did happen..and seriously its not funny la..dun worry not about work, family or even social..haiz..can't really pour it here as its really2 personal..anyway goin to meet baby tomorrow...i think so..haha..anyway lazy to update.

muackzz!!

ChoCoLaTe cRuncH iCe cReAm & Us FrEnCh FriEs

2009-01-02T09:55:00.000+08:00

2009 eh??..hehe..well..how did i spent my first official day of the new year..well..with family of course..i think i woke up close to 1300hrs dat day...We stayd hm till 1530hrs..went to granny's place in simei...Ate for lunch..nora was there..few minutes later boy was also there..we talk..happy la adek sedare aku..dapat kasut..siak tul..i was suppose to give to fahmy (yana's boifey) but since he fits, why not..hehe!!..anyway nora told me her fairytale on eve of new year...She was coming back from work..he upcoming to be boifey picked her up and gave her a rose, a book & a note..I was more interested in what was in the note..i can't remember the exact words but i think it said, Just say yes..that's what i remembered...so initially ya...her boifey proposed to her...hmm..eventhough she doesn't care..at the back of her head i know that its gonna be hard for the anak sedares because we're so use to being around her ex boifey (imran)..but we're happy for her..hehe..dun worry we're happy for u..after lunch went back hm..new year was also granny & grandpa's wedding annicversary..48 years of marriage..if i'm not wrong la..so we went for dinner at Swensens @ airport to celebrate their anniversary..Haha again there goes my diet..hehe...We ordered 3 chocolate crunch(Mum, Dad & Me), 1 banana split (Granny & Grandpa), 2 US Hot Fries (Mikhail), Mee Sua (Grannny) & 2 Mega Burger ( Dad & Myself)..We had fun..I think both grandparents enjoyed it..After dinner both was still in a mood to go out..hehe.so we ajak them "jalan2" in the car to town..hehe..we reached hm about 2300hrs at nite..In the car on our way hm after sending my grandparents..Mum told us that she won 4days 3 nights to chiang mai for 2..!!..i was pissed..she saidi she wants to go with dad..Told her i want to go..i will sponsor adeq's airfare..haha!!..that's all..cos hotel is all arranged by her company..haha..!!..so expenses & airfare for adeq only...Anyway boifey in sembawang camp rite now..on duty..can't call & can't msg..will only talk maybe tonight la or after lunch..oh..btw in the office la..today ok la..not that slack..ppl are still in the mood for holidays..hehe..anyway receivd text from boifey already..he's resting rite now..and yes he just text me again to say Rizal is already out..haiz..its very scary la..nanti crite lame mesti dtg alik..anyway gtg..will update later.

back to square one again

ChiCken Rice & Coke

2008-12-30T15:44:00.000+08:00

Today was ok....at work rite now..boifey in sembawang camp for duty...won't be hm till new year's eve...Have make arrangement with him to spent new year..juz gonna eat & watch fireworks..talk to azhari yesterday about what was happening & seriously..i'm really not looking or asking for sympathy...its just me..i really need to pour it out..boifey knows bout it..just going through alot..maybe there is a smile upon my face but deep down is something else..anyway going hm straight tonight since i got nothing better else to do..jus waiting for baby to get back hm then have fun with him again...Had chicken rice for lunch...my gos after so long ak makan nasi, kena telan aje it felt so good...diz diet thingy is going well but my god see food tat is like so delicious makes me even wanna eat more..ahaha!!!..anyway..juz got a call from mummy..she wants me to sign some papers regarding insurance...hehe..yup..i know..maklum la..da besar kan..anyway will update u guyz later..

Adored By You..

Cadberry Chocolates & Sky Juice

2008-12-29T13:24:00.000+08:00

what's up with me today?....i've been so quiet the whole entire time..is it me or is my mind somewhere else..maybe its juz me...i have alot to blog about but it seems that all the words are not coming out from my brains..the past week was fun * exciting...i spent most of my time with family and bf..erm..alot going on at hm..can't really say cos its juz too painful..everytime i think of it, it affects me..it really does...how can i lie my way through this one??..i tol rowena (my supervisor) about it..i jz don't want her to lose confidence in me..i know what i'm doing..i juz need time that's all..if god forbids, i really do need time..keeping things from my supervisors & my teammates is the last thing i wanna do..so not in a mood today...anywy will blog later.

RedBuLL VodKa & LeMoNy TeqUiLa sHoTs

2008-12-25T10:53:00.000+08:00

After a long day at work yesterday, i went to meet baby to plan our outing...I actually felt like clubbing yesterday. So we went to my all time favourite...DBL O!!!..ahahaah!!!!.."da lame siak tak pergi..pe salah nye lau gi club ngan laki aku..da lame tak club ngan dia!!!"..ahaha!!!..we went juz the both of us..when we reach there, we bump into his camp mates..then the good part was his PS was ther too..Boifey introduce me to him..Very nice guy..Talk to me..tell me things about boifey..we had purely clean fun..haha!!!..dance the night away with boifey...thank god there was not many MINAHS & MATRIPS around..if not "jatuh reputation aku!!!"..i think they will only go on thursdays..ahaha!!!..cos tat's went the cover charge for ladies is free..yesterday everything was mixed up..the music was great..it started off with house & trance then came pop rock & finally RnB Reggaeton...haha!!!...amazing!!!!...was worth my $25 paying for it & worth paying for baby as well...the good part was everybody that we saw, not even 1 we know..accept for his camp mates la..we make a fool of ourselves..haha!!!..dance like crazy..we dun give a shit if ppl are looking at us..yesterday was one of the days i really needed to just loosen myself up...it was spectacular..haha!!..WE KISSED AT THE DANCE FLOOR...SWEET KISHES FROM HIM...2 JUGS A REDBULL VODKA & TEQUILA SHOTS made me high...haha!!..till his PS was like "BRING HER HM...BRING HER HM NOW"...ahaha!!..Boifey had to reply " later2, i also wanna enjoy"..hahah!!!..was so damn funny...i was not walking properly already..till his PS said him " UR GF I THE BEST GF I'VE EVER MET!!!"..HAHA!!..i pretend not to hear..but was so funny that i whisper to boifey.." i heard every single word he said"..and he juz laugh!!!..till his ps hug the both of us & said " its nice knowing the both of u...hopefully u guys have a blissful relationship & i wanna see u guys get married"..it seems like every word coming out from his mouth is serious!!..ahaha!!..stroke of midnight, they celebrated christmas with song, mask & whistle..it was great..i looked at boifey & just kished for atleast a minute..like everything juz went away..we didn't care who was looking at us..it was juz amazing that we didn't care..cos other ppl was doing it too..his smile juz melts me away..the sight of him is juz telling me how lucky i am to really have him..it was the very first time we club & there was no hiccups at all..purely great fun...every single time we met each other's eyes, its a smile upon our face..haha!!!..so clishe!!..haha!!..I HAVE TO HIGHLIGHT I REALLY DID ENJOY..THANK YOU SO MUCH BABY FOR GIVING ME THE GREATEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVER!!!..OMG!!..haha!!..I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH HUBBY.

RoAsT TuRkEy & aPpLe StRuDeL

2008-12-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve is here....and....the calls are fucking crazy..i mean each time i wanna despatch a booking, another call comes in..it keeps coming..I understand everybody wants to go on half day leave today but hey relax la..everybody also busy k...I'm on scheduled OT today as well as tomorrow which is christmas..My god!!!..takpe la..They pay me mah...Anyway not many calls now..its already pass 2pm..so maybe ppl are already leaving..haha!!!..GOOD!!..So i can do my things!!..hehe!!!..Yesterday waited for Boifey at Kembangan then went back together. Got myself a new phone!!..ahaha!!!!..Bought for Boifey W350 last month...thought of using the same phone as him...instead i got myself a W980...AHAHAHAHAHA!!!..sorry baby..we'll share the phone k baby..we got alot of spare phone syg..its for our own use k..we got 2 samsung, 1 panasonic & my W850i...so altogether atleast we have 5 phone..that's luxury for us baby...not to mention our gadgets as well..haha!!!..went to see him play soccer yesterday together with the rest of his brothers..in my entire time together with him, i have never seen him play soccer before..he ask me to tagged along...I LOVE WATCHING HIM PLAY...that is juz little..Ihaven't even seen him play properly in the field..I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HIM PLAY!!!!..He's good..so does the rest of them..very2 glad he's my boifey...ahaha!!!...I only seen him in pictures playing soccer not really physically..i'm very glad i did baby...Ur body lagi..OMG..!!!..Drop Dead Gorgeous!!!...Just wanna kish u rite now!!!..geram nye!!!..hehe!!!...meeting him later after work..Having dinner with him..chilling with him after that..i know he will be playing soccer so will only see him after 9..thinking of juz eating at bedok..see how la..I have 3 days with him all to myself!!!..New year is coming up..Can't believe how fast time really does fly by...Boifey have to work on that day itself..Haiz..nevermind..countdown with my beloved family then!!!!..haha!!!..K la guys ..update u guys later...

My Love Life

Cream Biskuits & Tuna Flakes

2008-12-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

I'm so sleepy rite now..A stalker called me a few times trying to find my Mausari..She was fucking rude..My boifey was sick..Having fever and all & diz shit comes in. I was with my parents....this gal by the fucking name of ana..said she wants to speak to masuari..i told her, who the hell are u???...she can ask back
who are u??..masuari sister is it??..(then she laugh!!)
fuck think what!!!..ur messing with the wrong gal...the smart thing she did was she called me using a private number...stupid piece of shit. i had to get my 2 sisters to help me out on this. I know boifey wont do such things ( atleast i think!!!)..I dunno..its jus that i know masuari its not that type..Everything he does, it has always been with me...Anyway he's on his way back to camp for awhile...diz phyco gal is still calling me..i divert my line to his...i know he doesn't like to see me like diz..alot has happen & we've come a very2 long..so..whoever u are, just stay away from us..i mean it..this includes some of u bitches out ther which i dun want to mention names..at the end of the day..he's mine..all mine..so of u really dun learn ..don't u???..i hate to say u guys are juz pathethic..u gals only known for like what a few months??..a year??..fuck..i've known him since primary school SHIT!!!..That makes me even boastful to say i rather be on his side than u gals.STUPID LITTLE PIECES OF SHITS!!!!...stay away from us!!!

*Dun Piss me off BITCHES!!!!

Stop It BoYfRieND

2008-12-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

Baby2..i tampah muke u jugak tau...!!..haha!!..jgn step 16 ehk kat sini..siak..gatal ehk u..tapi takpe..NO SHARING!!!...PROMISE??..HEHE!!..i love you..so its fine with me..anyway i had a great time yesterady with you..Spent the whole entire day with him from dust to dawn...haha!!..Went Banquet in simei to eat. Had fish porridge & he ate Hor Fun..After that went Tampines Mall gi carik beg for him. We bump into ella & her friend...Haha at esprit shop. Got for mas his bag. Went dutch to pay for it..haha!!..i really enjoyed myself yesterday. I think its been a long time we spent that much time together. dust to dawn tau??!!!..who tanak... his mum call looking for him & my mum also called me as well..so thank god both mothers understand..haha!!!..& thank god they know we're dating...The day before we almost had a stupid fight. Which i'm not even gonna talk about.haha!!...anyway..update u guys later

NoN FaT Yogurt & Skimmed Milk

2008-12-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!..Its really been awhile since i've blog. Been very lazy updating la..As if i got nothing better else to do. Anyway hmm...Things are really gonna change in the next 3 months. I'll let u guys guess what i'll be doing for the next 3 months based on the tile...haha!!!!..only baby & few ppl know bout this. Anyway @ Sha's place rite now. She did for me my blog. Too bad there's no links la..I mean i'm fine with it...Kesian sedare aku..sampai irritated whenever i say diz is better than that one..haha!!!..Anyway have to go.

All ends away!!

Maybe iTs ReaLLy Him

2008-12-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

what is love??

Ever ask urself that question. Let me tell u someting. Most of the ppl i ask can't even asnwer that question. Cos they find it very difficult to answer..hmm..it took me a year to figure our what it really means.. everybody say its always easy to figure it out...but guess what it took me a year after i realise hey..that's the answer to my question..My boifey opened up my eyes to make me realise it..He's not good with words but very2 good with actions.. ome how of my years knowing him, he's starting to show i really do mean something in his life...and one more thing ehk.. I dun care where u are now..but for heaven sake u better leave my bf alone ehk..Aku tangkap kau call2 laki aku malam2 buta lagi kau siap ar BITCH..Ni kali laki aku kasih green light!!!..Kau jage ehk!!..aku da caught kau 2 kali ehk buat call2 bodoh ngan laki aku..Laki aku gentleman..Kau jage laki kau sudah la..Aku nye org tak suke marah tapi ni time aku catch kau.. aku carik kau kat port kau..JGN SAMPAI PERANGAI MINAH AKU KLUAR LA GILE!!...Masuari, u janji ehk.. i can do something about this..Kau ingat ehk..& diz time i have my fuckin say..U watch it ehk BITCH.. I'm serious.. & diz time MASUARI can't help u.. Cos again he's on my side.. nonok kau jgn jadi gatal ehk!!!

CooKieS & CrEaM

2008-12-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

i enjoyed my nite yesterday..eh baby????..hehe!!..thank you for spending endless time with me...buat perangai kan..pagi2 ur mum dah carik so does ur adeq..haiz..see they know ur gonna find me..tu la..haha!!!..only i know what happen ehk syg.. u always tell me things ehk syg..Enaa msg me last night to actually tell her problems..i pity her.. boifey at philippines then she's all alone...she just wanted a fren to talk to..i understand babe..that's part & parcel of relationship..see what i've gone through with mas..Alot of shit has happen..even ppl that WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO INTEFERE ALSO, WE HAD TO HANDLE..yes..its difficult..fights will occur but that's the beauty of relationship..its a challenge u'll have to face..if not its gonna be very boring & lame..OMG..u should the fights i have with boifey..its even worst when ur dating a stubborn little boy..but too bad..i love him that much..u have to give in at times but u have to be firm also...so be strong honey..dun let this go affect u..you've known mark for quite some times..I've known mas for like what...DONKEY YEARS!!!...SINCE I WAS WHAT 12..IMAGINE THAT..???..lame tau syg..so u see..look at where it got me & him...HAPPINESS is the word..u have to trust me when i say its all in there (heart)..one thing i've learned from boifey is " do what u can, dun worry about what u can't"..that's powerful..to think back it is true..Enaa, dun worry..i'm here for u..dun hesitate k dear..

*Cookies & Cream*

WeEkLeSs NiTEz

2008-12-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

hmm..at work now..been weeks since i've updates my blog...last week i was on leave the whole week.. First 2 days went to accompany granny to hospital fro her operation. Then went out with boifey also together with the in laws..hehe..went to eat swensens at bugis. My treat of course...haha!!..kesian mamat..tak pernah mkn kat situ..hehe!!..went to desaru for a short holiday with family..was fun..toget away from work...boifey is booking out tonight....threatens to not meet me till new year which is next month..Like shit..sape nak lyn..suke buat org cam gitu baby???..hehe!!!..anyway nothing else to blog...too much in my mind..will upload pictures later..

*Berries & Cream*

JusT AnOtHEr DaY PasSiN bY

2008-11-23T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was hectic la..so is everyday la..Work has been more busier than ever...Call coming in like crazy...Anwyay enough bout work...On thursday went out with baby & eidah to buy Mummy's birhtday present. Went to pick eida at her place took a bus from ther to head to bugis...Oh yah!!!..before that..I had the most surprising gift from baby!!!..hehe!!!..i was actually doing Over-time from work. I request to finish at 8...I was talking to my collleague on the phone when he actually called me to say that he is already at the bus stop & ask me to hurry...Earlier in the day, he already told me the surprise & that he can't wait to give me..so...as i was walking towards the bus-stop.. i saw this diz guy coming towards me...remeber i was still on the phone with my colleague regarding work..As i knew i was him..I saw something in his hands that just blew me away....AFTER MANY DONKEY MONTHS IN THIS RELATIONSHIP, HE DECIDED TO GIVE ME TODAY??..AHAHA!!..i was happy la...ops...OH ya...IT WAS A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS..COMSISTING OF ALL MY FAVOURITE COLOURS..THE BEST ONE WAS I SAW I STALK A BLUE ROSE..OMG!!!..I was sincerely surprise he gaves my flowers in the end..I told him when we were dating that.." don't i get flowers from you???..i mean look around ppl are giving flowers tau..haha!!..valentines day pun tak dapat ke baby???"..so he was like not in the mood to entertain me..as usual.. i just let it go..hehe..i didn't even expect it that i got it that night..i was funny la..i gave him a huge hug & i thank him..Its nice of him to do this surprise..I LVOE YOU MASUARI..I bought mum charles & keith bag..which she loves la..the pass few years the gifts i gave have always been bag & shoes..Lady's Addiction pe..hehe!!..Alot to update la...

Diz was dated 31/08/2007..i still love it. Diz pictures means alot to me...My favourites among all favourites..

*shamas_1327*

Things have changed

2008-11-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

15/11/08

We had DnD this day. Dad sent me to Shangrila. Was my 1st DnD from a real company. I enjoed it with my friends & colleagues. Ppl like Naqiah, Faezah, Wati, Nurul, Hikmah, Yani, Azhari, Taufik, Reef & many more... We laugh, eat & dance the night away. Everything was fun la. Went hm at around 1.30. Dad pick me up from shagrila. together with mum & adeq. Went to watch the christmas lights with adeq at town...Layan kan dia nye karena lagi..Sms baby along the way..He's changed..haha!!..can i start being jiwang now??..hehe!!..now way!!..We talk bout alot of things. he's changed to listen to me well..Crazy boy..SLEEP !!!..SLEEP!!..SLEEP!!...nothing better else to do..haha!!..sorry guyz no tag board. too long already since i update..wait k..By January 2009.It will be a new layout skin.

16/11/08

My weekend is burn for now. Baby have to go back to camp during weekend or even he has to be on duty. Dun worry i'm patient dun worry. Its either he has to work or i have i to work. When he's free i'm busy. When i'm free, he's busy. Went to Wayne's house today. Meet azhari & crew there. Talk & gossip about camillious & so many other colleagues. Caught up with adam & fiancee. My sundays are boring without baby around...hehe!!..I MISHED HIM AT TIMES..

ENJOY PEEPS!!

17/11/08

There have been rumours about ppl gettin retrenched from my department. Its a scary feeling. By now i think the whole world know what is goin on with DHL. Its all over the news. Its affecting everyone. Even for me. Everybody is at stake here. We had the meeting at 1700hrs today & ppl will get notification. Anyway colleagues was rally down la...so we just have to see tomorrow.

WhErE ArE We nOw??

2008-08-09T09:47:00.001+08:00

everything seems so wrong nowadays. I haven't been communicating with him for a week now. It seems like everything is going down the drain slowly. Everyone has been given me adv tt i shouldn;t let my guard down. Some is even saying, he loves you, he just dunno how to express it. I can't expect for him to say something i wanna hear. Cos everything from his mouth is the truth. I need him to know i would go to the very extend just to make him happy. U know what i did yesterday rite dear, it was sincerely out of love. I'm a fighter..I'll never give up on something tt very important to me in my lie. Like FAMILY, FRIENDS & TRULY BLOOD COUSINS. My future in laws are being very nice to me. Both of them are giving me so much support. They are saying to me that hey Life in NS is not easy. Bullshit if he doesn't think of me while he's in camp. i don't believe. He may say that he doesn't mish me but i know for a fact he does deep down. Baby, out of 5 days u only reply me once that shows you still care. I dun believe u say u dun love me.BULLSHIT!!!..UR LYING!!!...Everyday after work is u i think bout all the time.For most of the time i didn't get to talk or see you, i went straight hm, sleep in the wee hours & got o work first thing in the morning again. Everything is just going wrong. We've reach our target to be with each other this far, dun let it go down the drain. I decided to stay till 4am juz for u. If tat really doesn't show how much i love u, then i sincerely dunno what else to say. Everthing bout u and me is simply simple. Ur not romantic, u dun show how u feel. I'm so use to ur attitude then when u try to be romantic, i very KAKU...cos i'm not use to it. I'll never give up on someone so simple as u. Baby, ur the leader in this relationship, u dun expect me to play the bigger role in this relationship rite??...I know ur in ns but hey i still make time for u...every single time we have is gold..u have 16 months more to go..that's very fast..I'll still be here to support u in everything u do cos that's what GF do..They support their man. I didn't open an account for nothing. I didn't do the things i did juz for show. its out of love and not SYMPATHY!!..u don't deserve sympathy..cos u know how to takecare of urself..I know u have faith in me. I know u believe i can takecare of myself. Someone make me open my eyes yesterday..A friend told me tt i was actually a independent gal...i do what i think is right. baby, ni bukan i nak ungkit, who rescue u went u were really hungry in camp???...i was on my way back from werk it was 2200hrs!!..i was already near my blk going hm till u actually sms say "b, beli makn hantar sini leh"..i actually said no at first but when i think back, "OMG!!!...MY BOIFEY IS REALLY HUNGRY!!!..SICK & TIRED OF CAMP FOOD..I WAS WEAK IN THE KNEES WHEN U ACTUALLY SAY THAT U WERE HUNGRY. I WENT THE EXTRA MILE TO SENT U FOOD DEAR.FROM SIMEI TO MAJU CAMP(CLEMENTI) THEN BACK TO SIMEI IN THE SAME CAB...!!!..Ppl call me crazy for doing such thing s for someone i love so much..so now u tell me, am i being unreasonable???..i tak mengira tau syg..ape yg tak cukup???..baby, u ckp ngan i u nak PSP..i told u to wait till ur birthday...but in the end u receive it before ur birthday tau...baby, u wanted hp...i gave u my spare phone & even let u buy a new one just for camp..baby, u wanted shoes...i couldn't bare to see u going back to ns without shoes..we went to look for ur shoes..i agree to pay..cos my BF deserve everything in the world.Baby, men has approach me to say tt they wanted to get to know me not because how physical i look but my inner beauty...SHIT!!!!..That's crap...which man dun want their GF or wives to be pretty???!!!..But look at u...u accept me the way i am..that's why ur special..every single bit..u made me the woman i am today by not giving face to other guys who are "BUAYAS"!!!..U trust me to takecare of myself.I only have to accept the fact that this is u..& i love u for the way u are...When i was really in crisis, u were the one who really stand by me..make promises that u will always have my back..baby 2016???..remember???...ur words i took it very seriously that shows how serious u are with me...U dun say it but some how u have already learn how to show it....it makes me really proud i can depend on a man like u..it goes tos how my heart does belong to you. Everytime we talk bout our pass its always haunting us. I knwo ur always looking forward to meet me every single saturday or worst even sunday..so u can just imagine how happy & looking forward i am just to meet u when it comes to friday.Ppl say i apmper u with gifts & money...i spoiled u..but they're rigth cos i strictly believe tt u deserve the best. even if i were to loose u..i know for a fact this heart of mine belong to u.. i'll fight for whatever i think its right..i'm a GEMINI...There's two sides of me.. u do knw that rite..ur the only one who knows how to really get through me.i'll always love u my baby boy..

KiNKy cHoMeL
&
MArS VoLtA

WhErE ArE We nOw??

2008-08-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

I FeeL LiKE sHit

2008-07-26T18:18:00.001+08:00

i mish him..every now then..i juz can't wait till tt rightful moment come & i'll say i do..i know for a fact he's mine..Despite so much we've been through, everything has been great for both of us..Problems has been decreasing..I mean every now & then its more than juz love we have. He's grown to be such a responsible man.Everything about him has been really great..No more about talking bout his ex.We've gone through shit hard enough,Dun let history repeat itself.We're meant for each other & you know tt. Dun let a stupid conversation fool you..you know me better..Everything bout us has been more than juz great...my bad days are over ok..No more shit darling...haha!!!..i'm bad when i'm with u only.

i love u very much it has always been like tt...

WeLL wHaT caN I sAy

2008-07-01T20:37:00.000+08:00

hehe!!!..omg!!..the last time i blogged was like 2 years back!!!..i'll juz make this blog a sim one will do..anyway what can i say..hmm... my life has never been happy..with the ones i love..My love life has been a tremendous journey. With the 1 & only Masuari!!!..haha!!!..i love him with all my heart. It going to be our anniversary by the end of the month of July. it has been a meaningful journey with him & more to come in the future.!!..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY LOVE!!..MUACKZZ!!!..so much to update so little time..but hey!!!..dun worry i'll update u again tomorrow!!!..chioz!!!

*sha_mas 1327*

It'S BeEn So LoNg SiNCe I'Ve BLoGgEd

2008-07-01T20:33:00.000+08:00

KiNkY cHoMeL

HeLLo2!!

Longer Than Usual

Updates Updates & More Updates

Home Sweet Home My Love

Saturday Nite: A Series Of Unfortunate Events

My Beloved Sistas

StiLL Counting

BaBy Going Away

21 @ The Stroke Of Midnight

No More

*DiEt PoEtRy*

ChOcOLaTe cHiP cOoKieS & MiLk

Spaghetti & Meatballs

HoNeY & sTraWbErRies

TeXaS ChIcKeN & iCe MiLo

ChOCoLaTe cHiP cOoKieS & CoKe

PoPiaH & tEh Tarik

BeEf sTeAk & IcE MiLo

FreNcH ToAsT & ReDBuLL

sPiCy cHiPs & sKy jUicE

Roti KiRaI & BeEf CuRrY

Sky JuICe OnlY

WholeMeal Bread & Sky Juice

KaTsU bEnTo & IcE MiLo

ChOcO CupCaKeS & LoW FaT StRaWbErRy MiLksHaKe

Rice CaKEs & Teh Tarik

Sky JuICe & PoTaTo SaLaD

SkY JuICe & CoRNfLaKEs

IcE MiLo & SaUsA

SeAfOoD ArRaY PLaTtER & ChOcO MiLkShaKe

CrEAmy ChOcOLaTe MaRsHMeLLow

GaRdENia cHoCo BuN & ReDbULL

BBQ SeAfOoD & SuGAr CaNe Drink

SaRDiNE PuFf & rEd BuLL

Sky JuiCe & FiSh CuRrY

BEeF ReNDaNg & CoCoNuT DriNk

CrEaM CrAcKeRs & ReDBuLL

SauSaGe mCmUfFiN & IcE MiLO

ChoCoLaTe cRuncH iCe cReAm & Us FrEnCh FriEs

ChiCken Rice & Coke

Cadberry Chocolates & Sky Juice

RedBuLL VodKa & LeMoNy TeqUiLa sHoTs

RoAsT TuRkEy & aPpLe StRuDeL

Cream Biskuits & Tuna Flakes

Stop It BoYfRieND

NoN FaT Yogurt & Skimmed Milk

Maybe iTs ReaLLy Him

CooKieS & CrEaM

WeEkLeSs NiTEz

JusT AnOtHEr DaY PasSiN bY

Things have changed

WhErE ArE We nOw??

WhErE ArE We nOw??

I FeeL LiKE sHit

WeLL wHaT caN I sAy

It'S BeEn So LoNg SiNCe I'Ve BLoGgEd

DiEt PoEtRy